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| Wonderful Monday |
| 04.26.04 (4:13 pm) [edit] |
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well to start this great week off. let me discribe the wonderful day today was. Well wen i woke up it was raining that rain lasted the whole day. i had a headache ALL day including now. i dunno wat it is. Skool just sux lol. Then to top my wonderful day off were everything was relly boring and horrible. my dad forgot to pick me up. i was like :cry: :x danm shows how much he cares . then it turns out he hadda go to work n cudnt. yea thats a great excuse. n we didnt have the cell so my mom cudnt tell me. i stayed at the library for an hour like usaly bored as hell. n thats my day. peace out luv
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| Yo0o0oo |
| 04.24.04 (12:19 pm) [edit] |
well im that motivated to continue the stroy i need more comments. now im sittin jus hangin bored as hell. today was pretty borin. woke up feelin like shit, sick as hell now im fine weird isnt it. i wish i actually had a good fuckin spring break but i guess ya cant have it all.
PEACE OUT MUCHO LUVVV
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| Continuin the story..... |
| 04.23.04 (8:21 pm) [edit] |
Well after mom had the baby the doctors made her take Councling. She started to loose her crack habbits and she got a job, low income but its better than wat she was doin before. Mom let me pick the name of this wonderful baby gurl im so happy we have her. I named her Destiny because shes gonna be the Destiny of a new life for all of us. Were goin to visit Kedwin n show him Destiny. I cant wait to show her off shes like the pride and joy of my life. Well wen we went to show him it was great i think he really loves her but now hes getting older n he said wen he gets out of jail hes movin out da house. all i cud think is Now im on my own carin for my ma and Destiny. I was so scared. But ima change the way were livin, i no workin at McDonalds for 5.15 an hour everyday after skool and on weekends isnt making much but it helps.
Kedwin got out of jail finally, n it brings me to now right were i started, were Kedwin was showin me those crazy Houses n blazin cars in this rich town. Hes moving there and leaving us. He got married n now is Hustling FULL TIME. Wonderful isnt it how now i hve to FULLY suppporte this faimly, but i dunt care im doin it for Destiny and Ma, n maybe one day i cud actually get up and talk to JaLisa.............
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| Continuin the story..... |
| 04.23.04 (7:41 pm) [edit] |
Like i said wen i was 14 i started doin drugs and started to get addicted to weed. I did it to jus be cool wit my brother n his old friends. and i wanned to let my stress out. but it just made things even worse. once my mom found out she was pissed at me n my brother. they found my whole stash wen the cops raided my house. They found out kus they cought me n my brothers friends gettin blazzed in an ally. The whole situation pissed my mom off n they made me do community service n go to counclin. the counclin didnt help at all, i think my brother n my mom motivated me to stop. seein everythin theyve been thru i dont wanna either. so i figured i might as well stop. Now i figure my life was practiclly ruined i have a crimanal record already why go on. then i realized my mom and my brother needed me in there lives to get us outa this deep whole weve dug ourselves in. so, then i gota job. i worked at McDonalds. this was my first job. Im still workin at it. Five months after i started i met this gurl. shes one of the prettiest smartest and funniest gurls ive ever met. the only problem is gurls dun like guys dat work at Mcdonalds and that were addicted to weed, wit a crimanal record , neither do their fathers. Her name is JaLisa, finnnest gurl in the 10th grade ( at this time im 15 ). Well these days got better im affording to help Ma pay of the rent.
Then about 8 months later my brother joins a gang, he rides wit dem in a drive by , n he gets arrested for attempted murder. now ma tells me she having another baby, 9 months later its a gurl n Kedwin is still in jail for another 5 months....................
PLEASE COMMMENT~!!!!!!
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| Wrong Place Right time |
| 04.23.04 (5:49 pm) [edit] |
This is goin to be the beging of my story (((Rough Draft)))
[b][u]Wrong Place Right Time[/u][/b]
Ive never seen so many big ass house n blazin cars at one place in my life. My brother took me to a town where everyone was wealthy and had money. So different from were im from. Im 16 and im growin up in one of the ruffest places. nothing in my life is goin right anymore. It all started when i was 13 my dad got shot because he was a drug dealer, and my mom is a crack head but i still love her, now that dads gone i think its gettin harder for her. My brother has a differnt father that left my mom to raise him alone, my brother is 20 and his name is Kedwin( by the way my name is Jay short for Jayson). Well anyways besides that ive lost alot of friends to wack stuff like money, alchohal and drugs. Ive never had friends my age, i always chilled wit my brother and his friends so they all protect me like im their lil brother. I was raised to belive hustling is just a way of life to make money and pay the rent, but my story actually starts wen i was 14, wen i started doin drugs, i was addicted to weed..........
If ya want me to continue or jus got comments to help me make it better please comment me.
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| lookin back |
| 04.23.04 (5:37 pm) [edit] |
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Lookin back at everythin brings so many emotions n memories. its like the tupac song Starin at the world thur my Rear view. I think i wanna rite a story next time. i like readin stories on others tblgs so if u have any stories, u no leave a comment. i like stories that deal wit lots of emotions, i guess it makes me realize how much other people go thru, n not worry bout wat im goin thru. well im workin on a story ill post it wen im ready. peace out
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| SoRRy foR lastT night |
| 04.23.04 (5:22 pm) [edit] |
Sorry i was in such a bad mood last night, i dunno wat was up wit me. i think it was just me thinkin bout everythin, then that danm softball game me goin 0 for 4 worst game of my life, but i did a double play, n played cathcer so i feel good bout that. but then later on in the night i found out somethin. yeah. then i was thinkin bout growin up in da struggles we go thru. its hard.
but yea today i played bball, went to botany village, chilled, talked to sum of my qurls n fellas from clifton. fun ass times. now i wanna do somethin tomrow,, chill wit someone so hit me up if ya want
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| ok LET ME CLEAR SUMTHIN UP |
| 04.22.04 (7:55 pm) [edit] |
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ok ight ima clear sumtin up for sum wack people, i dun hate sum of the people in this town if u moved into a totally different enviorment SO DIFFERENT ud no to. i dun hate everyone but im in a pissy mood so.
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| again |
| 04.22.04 (7:52 pm) [edit] |
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im not gonna make this tblog that fancy, i see no reason to. yea im still angry fuck. my fuckin wonderful spring break right. u no im juss gonna be a lzy bum tomorow im not gettin out of bed. im sick of wakin up n havin to go thru another day hiding everythin.
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| Spring Break |
| 04.22.04 (7:49 pm) [edit] |
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its horrible. i hate this town. i hate my life. i hate everything that ever happen to me since about 4 months ago. i hate fuckin everyone. ok i hate you. (Depends who u r). i cant take it anymore im sick of everyone. everyone. im sick of goin on, i wanna jus stay in bed all day. man fuckin im just fukin angry that answers that danm mood question im FUCKING ANGRY
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| Spring Break |
| 04.22.04 (7:48 pm) [edit] |
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its horrible. i hate this town. i hate my life. i hate everything that ever happen to me since about 4 months ago. i hate fuckin everyone. ok i hate you. (Depends who u r). i cant take it anymore im sick of everyone. everyone. im sick of goin on, i wanna jus stay in bed all day. man fuckin im just fukin angry that answers that danm mood question im FUCKING ANGRY
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